moved this post. :P

「你喜歡和別人溝通和分享，不過有時候可能太過急躁，讓別人覺得你有自做多情的傾向。」

Seriously, I think this is true eh. Whenever I start to trust someone, I will start telling everything to him/her, even if its the most minor and insignificant thing that happened to or around me.

I dont know if this is good or bad because I know sometimes the other party is not interested at all, and I'll get worried that he/she might think that I'm very irritating. And I'll just stop, totally. Lol.

I dont like sharing my feelings and my life to non-living things like a diary, a blog, a wall, etc. But its really difficult to find someone who cares and would listen.

A question here - how would we ever know if the people, whom we love, treasure ourselves as much as we treasure them?

Okay, I'm stopping here before I get all emo over this again.

I'm back from Taiwan! And before I went there, I promised myself that I would blog about the full 13-days trip. But now, I'm lazyyyy. Can I upload pictures instead? Hahaha.

And damn it, I MISS MY PILLOW! I left it at the damn hotel! :(

Sickening sore throat and flu, go away please! Always here at the wrong time. -_-

This is the 4th packet of tissue I'm using since 8:30pm.

I want to say: I miss Ment and Kok already!!! :(

I miss having random meet-ups after work.
I miss random k-sessions just because we felt like singing.
I miss having someone to walk home with me and wait for me outside my gate while I open my door.
I miss waking Kok up early in the morning with an sms when I'm bored (because he's the only one who would be woken up so easily and will still reply, LOL).
I miss stealing Ment's jacket when I forgot to bring mine during movie/karaoke.

Ahhhhhhh! I know its only 2 weeks/weekdays/whatever! But weekdays can shorten alot of time for meet-ups okay!? I bet the staff at HK cafe will miss us too.

I want to meet my secondary school clique!

And oh, I cant wait for Taiwan. Save me from all these feelings I'm having right nowwwwwwwwww.

Waivon! If you ever get to see this, dump Weikian aside for a day and accompany me lah! :(

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahaha.

Sometimes, I just feel like saying it straight, and let it end once and for all. But, I dont have the freaking courage.

Courage, WHERE ARE YOUUUUU?!








gerene.
- just when i needed you most.. -

I dont like this feeeeeeeeling. Let it go away, please.



gerene
- it wont work. -

My blog's inactive once again! Hahahaha.

Had been quite stressed up with work recently. Okay, not really stressed lah. But being unfamiliar with everything really freaks me out. I just wish this week would pass quickly and HOPEFULLY I can be more familiarized with the system and everything. Other than this, I think everything else is quite okay except for lunch - choice of food for lunch is damn limited lah. And lunch time is not consistent! I might be able to get MC due to gastric though. HAHAHA. I have nice colleagues (at least for the moment :P).

Oh, got "scolded" by a customer just now. Come to think of it, its quite cool actually. At least I know my tolerance level is not that low, lol. And somehow, my mentor's reaction kinda lightened my mood. I know, I'm crazy - because everytime someone get mad over a customer, I find it very funny. :x And I realise my brain's processing speed is damn slow lah. My brain only registered whatever customer had scolded me AFTER he hung the phone. Lol. Count myself lucky? :P

Okay, I'm just ranting. There's nothing important in this post. I'm blogging because I seriously need to relax like, RIGHT NOW! There's 12 more hours before reporting to work but just the thought of it makes me nervous. Its irritatinggggggg!!! I want Saturday to come fast so that I can go singing once again, with my Seconday School clique! :D




gerene (:
- I can do itttttttt. -

I finally know what is a real nightmare, one that can make me wake up crying. This was the first time I cried during sleep. Its not those typical and lame nightmares where you get chased by monsters or whatsoever but I dont wanna say what this dream was about. Somehow, it made me realise who're the most important ones to me in my life.

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I have to stop and relax. I'm getting more and more annoyed with this person. I dont know why but everything seems wrong. Its accumulated feelings I guess. And these feelings make me very reluctant to do anything for this person. Dont know how to explain, but I'm going mad soon. I dont know how long more can I stand. I think my mummy and Jo are both quite amazed at this, lol. Whateverrrrrrrrr.





gerene :D
- i want to be happy and nice to everyone -

Took a facebook quiz randomly - "What should your major be?" and I think the result is quite accurate, HAHAHA.

Your Result: Education
You love kids, and have always known you want to be a teacher. You are very good at explaining things and have endless amount of patience. You are not intimidated by talking in front of a group. Your friends see you as very disciplined and responsible, and you pride yourself on setting a good example. As a kid, you were excited about learning, raised your hand all the time, and stayed after class to talk to the teacher. You are the parental type, always looking out for your friends and care genuinely about other people. It makes you feel great to be loved and wanted by others, and you love hugs, especially from kids. Money is not important to you, making a difference in the lives of others is.

Parts in red are true and especially true if in bold. Those in italics are very untrue, LOL! The one line in italics AND red is kinda true yet untrue, it depends. I love kids! I think those who know me well enough will know this for sure. I dont wanna explain much, I just love them :D. And yessssss, I love their hugs because they really give you big(okay, small, considering their hands' length, LOL.) and tight hugs and when they hug me, I can feel that they really love me. (: Who doesnt feel great to be loved and wanted by others? I do, and I am sure most of us do too.

About money, if compared to making a difference in lives, of course it is not as important but hey! Money IS important to me. As in, I dont mind working in a childcare with a low pay ($500-600 a month is TOO LOW) but I would definitely not do free labouring - as long as I'm paid enough for my survival. As a kid, I was excited about learning, yes. But not academically, HAHAHA. I just suck at studying.

The rest of the points are not for me to judge. :P


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My aunt gave birth to her child after my sister's birthday party last night! Her son was delivered past midnight, 5th April. Cant wait to see my little cousin. (: I wanna have my own kid also leh! HAHAH.




gerene :D

Went to Lee Wei Song School of Music's openhouse yesterday with Evon and Shiru. The openhouse was quite ok, and the most interesting part was, they allow us to try out studio recording. I wanted to try, because who knows? It might be a once in a lifetime chance right?! And who cares, it's only for the fun what! HAHA.

It was really damn scary to be in the studio with the headset on while singing. It is damn cool to know that when people talk in the control room (or whatever that room is called), you can clearly hear them from the headset! And when you speak into the microphone, you can also hear your voice. And it was when recording the song that I realised my voice actually sucks, LOL. Bloody hell, I thought my voice was okay one lor, as in, not very good BUT not that bad right?! I am very demoralized lor. :P It's really very very different from KTV. And when Evon and Shiru were recording, I sat in the control room while they sing, and the feeling was really amazing lor, because you can clearly listen to what the person is singing.

Anyway, I received the demo from them alr and I really wonder why the hell did I even have the courage to step into the studio when my voice is like that. The person/Evon/Shiru must be laughing like mad while I was recording. -_-





gerene :(
- i want my singing to improve leh! -

GERENE also known as SIMIN.
26th November 1989.
eleventwentysix_@hotmail.com

My family is my priority. ♥



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